This day I own..

Today, for the longest time in awhile I was truly happy and felt like things would turn out alright. I thought this merited me writing my feelings and thoughts down daily so I could track of my patterns and be able to relive them in the future.

I am a 22 year old girl who is married. Not to the love of my life mind you. I actually don't love my husband at all. I am in love with another. His name is Justin. If things go according to plan I am going to leave my husband and devote my time and love to Justin fully.

I live in Midvale, UT. No I am not Mormon, nor am I one of many wives either >.> I was raised Mormon but have eventually come to the conclusion that if God was as humble and forgiving as they say he is, why would he expect us to listen to an organized cult instead of learning and making the decision for ourselves? I have struggled with this for years and recently removed my name from church records and worship in my own way. I don't need someone to tell me how my personal relationship with God should be.

I am of the Liberal/Green Party. I support the legalization of marijuana. I think politics aren't for the people any longer and cater to whatever will get the government the most money. It's just a scam and I feel no need to keep up to date any longer.

Anyways, first entry down. <3 To all you bloggers out there, till next time :D